Monday, July 11, 2011

pagi hari lagi aku nanges sorang-sorang

what?? kalah dengan tanngisan lagi..
ramai orang tak tahu bila la den menangis ni..
walaupun bukan masalah eden..
den cuma mendengar..tapi tiap kali nak tidur..
mai la perasaan nak pikir ape la yang den buat arini..
anddd...arini den dah jadi pendengar lagi...

memang..
den neh jenis suka mengawal perasaan..
kalau orang sedeh..
den  pretend wallawess...
den tak nangess...
sebak di tangkai hati tunggu masa nak luruh je..

hurm..seriously..
when im sad,the world may seem dark and unfriendly with me..
i feel like i have nothing to forward to..
thats me..

the hurt deep inside may crush my usually good mood..
my cheer seem gloomy..

sadness makes me feel like crying ..
and sometimes the tears are hard to stop..
and that what im feel right now..

and when im feeling this..
im just following the path of my tears..
set aside time to write in my blog..
or..
talk with my partner or friend..
or..
sit with a pencil and paper and write a letter to myself..
what a dumb habit daaa??

anyway guyss..
sometimes when your mood is SAD..
better you just feel like being alone for a little while..
or you might want someone to comfort you or just keep you company while you go 
though the sad feeling..

for me..both needed..
i need some spaces to be alone..
so that i can recall and motivate myself..
think positive is absolutely the best way..
and someone to soothe me..

p/s : teringat habit lya masa kecik-kecik dulu..
i'll count till ten..
and everything will be okay..


Crying often makes you feel better
i do love the ocean..
tgok katun ni duk tekedek-kedek atas bot pon da ase tenang..
X.O.X.O
forgiveness accepted!