its happened yesterday, yes.
on 14 december.
on my mum's birthday, so i wish i wont tell her this story.
let me keep it, as unforgettable day.
where i needed to decide, what i want in my life for my future.
whether should i let that butterfly flies away from me.
then keep hoping, it will turn back.
or not
yes. thats the first thing i do.
i walk alone.
I’ve tried to block your memory to protect me from the pain that time, pretend I never knew you, and never heard your name. But the walls aren’t strong enough and I fight my tears in vain. The feeling came creeping through and the hurt is still the same.
even after i had 5 round on lab that night.
i’m pretty sure once I find the answers to those questions ( what should i do? )
, I’ll finally be able to hold on.
and i am able to do so.
Thanks Allah
